Isabell Carolin Stephanie

Tattoo Info;

This Tattoo means a lot to me even if I know its not that Beautiful but it is what it stands for who is the most important to me today since I can't have it undone. I made this one in summer 2013, during a Holiday in Los Angeles. I thought it would be cool to have an tattoo done in Hollywood so I went there for get one.  The difference with this one is that I didn't made any special research about the tattoo artists in the area by this time, we just went into one of the studios on Hollywood boulevard, the drawing looked good but the result wasn't as I aspect it. The artist went to deep and made the lines to thick, it became to masculine but today its sit where it sit. By the time the tattoo has become a part of me even if I many times wish it were done by someone else and more thin and female but it still means the same to me, the meaning of all my names;

♕ Isabell ♕

Local Origin of Name; 

English From the Hebrew name Elisabeth

Meaning; 

Goddess "Oath of God"

⬩ Emotional Spectrum ⬩

A sensible person with sensible emotions.

⬩ Personal Integrity ⬩

In a world of deceit, Isabell stands for Truth & Integrity.

⬩ Personality ⬩

Nothing is rarer than a good Nature.

⬩ Relationship ⬩

Friends have often told her how much they like Her.

⬩ Travel & Leisure ⬩

Relaxing is an ART form to Her.

⬩ Career & Money ⬩

Leadership skills emerge early in Isabell.

⬩ Life's Opportunities ⬩ 

A Survivor, she will always come back and be ready again!

♕ Carolin ♕

Local Origin of Name;

English, from the Old English name Charles

Meaning; 

means 'Free Woman' & are the female version of Charles 'Free Man'

⬩ Emotional Spectrum ⬩

Sometimes down, but never count Her out.

⬩ Personal Integrity ⬩

In a World of deceit, Carolin stands for truth & integrity.

⬩ Personality ⬩

Footlose & fancy Free.

⬩ Relationship ⬩

Not an open book, it takes time to become Her Friend.

⬩ Travel & Leisure ⬩

Will find new ways to Spice up old hobbies.

⬩ Career & Money ⬩

Leadership skills emerge early in Carolin.

⬩ Life's Opportunities ⬩ 

A down-to-earth attitude will serve Her well.

♕ Stephanie ♕

Local Origin of Name;

French from the Greek name Stephen

Meaning; 

'Crown' or crowned Acts 7:59

⬩ Emotional Spectrum ⬩

A Human dynamo of Emotions.

⬩ Personal Integrity ⬩

A trusted Individual by Everyone.

⬩ Personality ⬩

When Hearts are true, few words will do.

⬩ Relationship ⬩

A few close Friends is all she needs.

⬩ Travel & Leisure ⬩

Always on the Go, Stephanie takes Life in the fast lane.

⬩ Career & Money ⬩

Her Happiness is tied, in part, to her occupation.

⬩ Life's Opportunities ⬩ 

While not seeking fame, Her Future is in the limelight.

It is crazy when you start reflecting over your Names, your Sign and the meaning of them, how they are connected to you, your soul and personality. Ok, not everything fits 100% perfect but the average of it does and I truly feel the connection with it. Some of the characteristics has been repeated in more than one name and I can really feel I'm like this. A big part says that I'm a very Emotional and a Honest person, If someone betray me I have really hard to forgive, this is something that I really can related myself too since I have experienced several times so I know what I am talking about. When I love someone, I really love and I give all so when someone betray me I fall seven times harder. I'm an very honest and true person, I can't lie or hurt people around me, I always treat people with respect and in the way I want to be treated myself. I am a very emotional person who feel everything much stronger than others, often so much its hard to put words on it. When I'm hurt I feel to much and for to long, I have hard to overcome relationships that didn't worked out, hard to let people in after than see them leave, all kind of betrayals etc. I am over thinking everything, I can spend hours, days, month, years thinking of things that didn't went the way I wanted or wished for or why people treated me the way they did. Im often thinking "IF" instead of moving on and think its over, get over it and move on, for sure I have become better but in the same time this is a reason why I'm writing on this blog right now during this part of my life, to become more true to myself, to accept things that went wrong and that I can't have undone, to accept and leave things behind and to move on stronger into a Greater Future with an more pure a positive mind focusing of things that make me feel good, make me Happy, Live & Love a small things in life. Several of my emotional stories will pop up one by one along the way I'm writing on my Blog but its part of the process, its part of my journey and part of me and my skin. By writing about this things I want to free my mind and spirit, all this episodes has formed me to the person I am today, I just have to accept the things that I can't change and remind myself everyday how strong I have become instead of all the suffer I have felt. 

"I was born with a SOUL that is way to sensitive for this cold & ugly World, I have always felt things deeply & differently than most people. That has always been my blessing but also my curse"

//Isabell